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down with flu & cough in the morning.... =(

feeling terrible for the whole day.... i drove down to michael's home office to brief on the walkthrough for the EZShare Portal which i gave a presentation @ Victoria School in the afternoon....

enduring all the running nucleus from my nose & the cough was hard..... trying to control my sickness became a chore for me.... i was bearing all my coughing during the presentation, & almost got screwed up today due to it..... i couldn't even project my voice, & that was why i used the loudspeaker for the lst time of my life..... the worst thing is: i cannot cough too loud into the loudspeaker..... it is that terrible.....!

i was popping strepsils the entire day... and half of the logenzes were gone within 3 hours......!

tissue papers had never left my side too.....

really feeling terrible now.. just eaten flu panadol & cough mixture...... drowsiness........

better turn in now..... i'm glad the EzShare project had come to an end..... rite now, i have to concentrate on my FYP for now....


What has this world coming to?

News reports stated that the divorce rate in Singapore has risen up till a point where 3 out of 4 married couples divorced..... the numbers are inclining fast..... why are singaporeans do not understand or take family responsibilities and values in hand?

i just got in contact with a long-lost friend through MSN.... The last time i heard things from her was that she just gave birth to a baby boy... what shocked me is that, she divorced with her husband more than 6 months ago! that was when she just gave birth to her son! Apparently, she told me that his husband is not ready for everything... this is absurd!

you have a son to raise, and now that he's not ready!!?? what is this world coming to???

Marriage.... is it really just a piece of paper? Or a sacred bond between partners?

Anyway, i hope things goes well with her & her son....


I started to ponder if im pushing too hard on myself, taking up most of my time earning extra income from engaging in IT trainings & freelance projects... ...

i will need to take 1 step back away from my freelances & concentrate on my school project... but somehow there's something which is trying to stop me to... lack of focus? lack of discipline?

procrastination.....

i got back my term 3 results & it was not as good as i expected... believe it or not, i got a 49 / 100 for my game engine module... but to the system, i'm given a pass grade for that (criteria: 45-49% is considered a pass-conceded)... i was taken aback by the fact that i almost failed... but worst is that this module should be expecting a little better than the other one...

term 3 was a hell for me, & im glad that its over... moving on to FYP is indeed a struggle in my own time management...

my lst day in Mee Toh Pri today was hectic, grabbing their attention is a not-so-easy task to do.... on the overall, they are a fun batch of kids to have... but again, what can u expect from them?

my day was totally wore out.... & i shall turn in now......


my legs were soring..... but i must admit that i'm having a good time with the students today at Kampong Glam.... brought them there for photo shooting.... they seems to be too active and not paying their full attention... but what can u expect from kids like them?

seriously thinking abt the location of that school really turns me off.... i was wondering if mastereign can fork out for my petrol fees so that i don't hav to deal with long journeys of the trains.... its so much better for me to drive down within 45 mins....

life is juz full of surprises.... i've received a call from linus, saying that i've not actually followed the theme given by the school during my photoshop trainings.... believe it or not, the entire phone conversation with him was so tense.... he seems to push every blame to me to ask me to settle with the issue...

well, lst of all, i hav to admit its my mistake for not knowing we need to follow the theme given by the school... but what's done is done.... i don't seems myself to give a very terrible job in imparting the skill sets to the students... a theme is juz merely a guideline to follow..... to me, what's important is that the students enjoyed learning the application given to them.... i'm definitely not implying that the theme given is not suitable..... i juz do not know why did linus made a big fuss out of it...

enough of it..... i had a great time at that particular school and of cos, i'd feel bad if linus is gonna lose this account.... there must be a way to solve it.....

gotta believe in breakthoughs.....


every person in this world is not made perfect in each other's eyes... all of us should be aware abt this... making urself perfect isnt a good thing to do after all....

flaws.....

bad habits.....

are these factors causing us to be imperfect?

i had a dilenma now that all these bad habits seems to be haunting on me these days & i hav no idea in getting rid of them... u wil hear things like "i've been trying so hard..." or "give me more time...", knowing that these are all excuses..... words that perhaps make ur other half feels better...

what i think right now is that saying these phases will not help if i did not put in a little effort in correcting myself...

i had this very big bad habit that i think i've kinda cultivated it since poly times.... i tend to lose focus on what my friends trying to tell me or talking to me... seriously, i did not realised my bad habit has been that severe, it also affects my relationship wif dawn.... i feel so upset after she picking up my habits to the surface.... sometimes i wonder what will i gonna do to get rid of it.... i found out that i've lacked of discipline in correcting myself.... to enlighten myself, either.....

am i really tt imperfect for her?

it kinda hurts alot when she said i'm like a person being set free in a jungle for a few days, not knowing how to survive....

i wanna change.... change for myself and for the better....... that's what i ask for now.... also, im not blaming her being picky on me..... i hope she dun feel upset in doing this, cos i know she meant gd for me......


believe it or not, i met a ridiculous taxi driver who thinks i stepped onto his tail for nothing...

it was 12 plus midnight last night when i was driving my way back home from dear's house. i came out from Esso which i got my drink & carpark coupons for myself when there's a taxi who was driving on the left lane, whereas i was on the right. Half of his vehicle was actually coming into my lane & i was quite near to him. He was swaying left to right, perhaps i think he's too drunk or something. i was so reluctant to horned at him because it was midnight.

After i horned at him, he stared at me from the side & started replying to me with his intimating horns. I drove off from him, hoping that he knows he's kinda blocking my lane. Soon after, he tailgated me from my back! i was like, "What an idiot..." The traffic light caught me & him to a halt & when the green light turned on, he horned at me again! it's not as if i'm not moving off or what. You know what's the best part? That idiotic driver began to sway his vehicle to my side, looks as if he's going to knock me!!!

what an idiot!! That freaking childish old grandpa!!

i was so upset with that driver. I should have taken down his plate number and lodge a complaint to burn his ass off!!!

Thank God i made it safe back home... but i was very pissed off with that driver. i prayed that i will never see that kind of driver on the road again...







a day at the singapore zoo wif dear, huaping, andy & xavian yesterday afternoon...... tiring but fulfilling to see them getting relaxed together outside.... look at xavian, strolling at the zoo toplessly..... wat makes it interesting is that, he fell asleep even before we got into the zoo entrance..... well...im glad he din missed too much animals along the way......


lst of all.... i have finally finished my exams after all the stress of getting CSCI356 & CSCI366 out of my sight..... the papers were damn hard & i dun even know whether i can make it thru for this term.... 366 was indeed a killer module for us.... morever, our lecturer has earned a reputation whereby none of us liked him..... well, never in my life, i hav been so stressed before.....

enough said.... i juz hope i can pass these 2 modules......


Kung Fu Panda was the pill of relaxation for my day today..... finally, get to catch it in the cinemas wif dear in the afternoon..... i've come to ponder that why hollywood are using pandas as the main character of a kungfu movie..... anyway, the animation was detailed in every actions..... i guess Dreamworks has put in alot of effort in rendering the movie out realistically......

worth the laughter, worth the money......


It was a stressful week for mi to get mugging for my exams.... it seems too effortless getting all the lecture notes into my head... when i looked at the lecture notes, it seems there's nothing for mi to memorize or to make a note of... i emailed to Casey, our lecturer, to dig out some tips from him.... well, only to ask us to understand the path-finding part of the game engine... tt was a big tip, i suppose.....

366 is just as dry as it is.... but the high possibilities is that the tutorials questions will reflect on the exam paper.... i'd just read the tutorial questions & go thru the boring lecture slides then.....

i cant wait to get my hands off the exam sheets.... then i will be free!

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