10 hours ago, i received a phone from my sis tt my dad actually passed away from heart attack while playing golf at Vietnam.... i was really shaken by the sudden news... i tried not to let my mum know as everything wasnt confirmed..... but one of my dad's employees faxed to us abt my dad's sudden death..... this time, i was double stunned..... my mum got shocked upon receiving tt news.... i couldnt believe my dad juz left us like this...... =( this is so sudden...... i din even get to see my dad one last time..... the worst is he died in Vietnam upon his favourite sport...... !! =( Why does he wanna leave us like tt????

for the entire day, i couldnt accept my dad's sudden news...... it is so hard for mi... but i hav to be strong cos my mum was so emotionally unstable..... Why did God wanna take him away from us??

im sorry... i guess i really need a break from everything.... i couldnt tk it anymore....




i've been looking for this song for quite long... i juz met up wif kenny & ronny yesterday & so happened when kenny got this song.... =) hahahahaha.... alright manz... enjoy! =)


well, im kinda feeling quite weak now.... yesterday had slight fever... running a temperature of 37.4 deg celsius...... despite the burning forehead, i still went down to bukit view sec for their claymation lessons.... i know better that the sch was the notorious one in my list of schools, but i still stand firm in my position..... actually, my fever got a bit worse during the lesson.... soon after it ended, i followed norain back to office cos wende is coming down for interview wif ramesh in the afternoon.... my weakness of my body went loose within.... very much, my muscles started to wobble weakly...... i dunno y manz..... morever, i still went down for cell group in the evening as usual.... but left halfway thru cos i cannot tahan anymore.... cannot really concentrate well...... =(

right now, im feeling better but my throat feels very irritated now..... the weather.... its gonna be the weather which makes mi fall sick.....

anyway, i managed to get 3D Studio Max installed in my com now!!! so happy!!! =) i can really start doing some 3D stuffs in my laptop..... really need to thank wen de for the s/w..... =P


i went to meet up wif my platoon guys at jiun guan's b'day celebration at downtown east.... its juz excited to get to see my bunch of pple when i was still in 3 sig.... well, i heard alot of stories from them tt happened recently in CCC..... time really flies & things r changing like as if the earth is revolving 20 times a day..... they came down quite late because of Army Open House thingy.... but managed to rush down despite of getting held up........ anyway, nice to see pple like dickson, rong chang, siong kiat, mingzhan, york song, ming seng, even guys like cheng aik (aka monkey king) & junjie....... i still missed the crappy-ness from dickson, the sarcastic remarks made by siong kiat, the mischievous behaviour from cheng aik & the whining comments from york song.... hahahahahaha..... it was fun hanging out wif them.... =)

by the way, wanna know something?

all of them said tt i actually lost weight & slimmed down alot...... =)

hehehehehehehehehe......

the service was great today... with rev alvaro sanchez playing his songs for us in the service, & also share God's word with us...... once again, listening to him playing guitar & the harp makes u feel like floating all the way to heaven.... so delightful..... gracious.... juz too many things to describe......

gonna go.... ~*


tiring day today indeed..... =( seriously, how i wished i can slp a bit longer this morning as the weather was so cosy.... haiz... & i dun understand why did i put my meeting at 10am wif see peng???? i should hav pushed it in the afternoon.... haiz...... =( now i missed the cosy slp....

toking abt the weather, i've been hearing my frenz saying tt all countries across the globe r experiencing weird weather conditions nowadays... is the armageddon coming to earth? r we facing the end of the world?? God knows...... & somehow life is short... i wouldnt imagine wat will happen to my family & frenz if this were to happen...

i was having lunch wif pamela, one of my poly classmates @ marina sq & she was telling abt the weird weather changes in HK which she went last month wif her mum..... apparently, they checked the weather forecast which actually said "summer"..... they even packed easy clothings like shorts & 3/4 pants for shopping along the streets..... guess wat? when they reached there, the weather was very very cold!! both of them were freezing over there...... they ended up falling sick wif each other....... i mean, wat is the world coming to???? =( after reading news regarding about the weather in US, i wouldnt deny the fact tt the world is changing...... we wouldnt know..... all we can do is to perhaps love the ones around us, for which we nv know when will we be seeing each other......

enough of the talk.......

i went to watch fireworks competition which i eventually hanged around at the city hall area for more than 8 hrs...... i tot i can booked the ichiban boshi restaurant in the evening, but all the restaurants @ the esplanade were fully booked for the entire weekend......!!! OMG.......... but i managed to get dinner reservation @ a peranakan restaurant...... =P

the fireworks were somehow fascinating, but perhaps could be better.... i liked the way they did the heart-shaped fireworks... tt really suits for a romantic moment..... if i were to invest in this fireworks production, maybe i can get those heart-shaped fireworks for my engagement proposal to my future wife...... hehehe.... well, im thinking too much...... =)


i took videos out of everything... well, not really everything...... =P

anyway, there's another one tmr, but too bad.... i cant come down to tt place.... @_@

tired sia....... gonna sign off for now...... ~*






jackie chan & chris tucker are back on the set of Rush Hour 3!! i'd nv forget abt the lst 2 sequels & their hilarious acts that make the dynamic duo in hollywood... =P

this time, the 3rd movie was so much better than the lst 2..... well, we can see the beautiful lady tt grew up from the lst movie.... tt's the ambassador's daughter..... did she really grow up tt fast?? i wonder........ of cos, chris's "gong fu" stunts improved.... hahaha.... but still as crappy as he is..... nv fail to shut his mouth..... =) everyone would nv miss jackie's martial stunts.... he's everbody's idol since young..... i'd think he did a gd job, once incorporated his own ways of directing the movie & his homemade stunts by his production crew..... During the production, Jackie Chan had a cracked sternum and bruises to his shins from his stunts.......

well done! i hope there's a Rush Hour 4 along the way...... =)


sorry for being so emotional on my entries.... rite now, im kinda feeling better & perhaps more enlightened in some ways....

baby, i know it has been hard for u these days... i truly understand how u feel & know u're doing this for our gd... we may not be together in the end of the day, but i hope things will change for the better in the future... i'll pray for u every now n then.... seriously, dun hav to feel sorry abt the whole thing because u dun wan this to happen either... eventually, time will heal everything... & i'll always give u my support..... =)

for now, this is wat i can say & do for u.... Let God decide everything.... =)


i heard pple saying this,

"Life is just like a rollercoaster ride......"

now i tasted tt for today....... terrible feeling.......


i got to serve this week for worship & i'd probably think tt its quite weird to come back then... juz say im feeling different in this way, but hav been quite emotional abt things tt i really wanna put aside yet has been resurfaced for reasons..... a month of "spiritual retreat" was somehow trying to escape my own problems..... i wanna solve everything but im afraid tt i screwed up things again badly.... =( its hard..... yet i hav to face it......

actually, i couldnt find the real reason behind my "retreat".... probably would think tt i dun wanna see her for the time being..... when pple started asking me whether this was the only reason, i was left speechless...... is it really hard to find out the real reason??

for those guys who knew wat was going on between mi n her, u'd be disappointed in me rite? u'd think tt im juz being so childish doing all these rite? =( the fact is: i really think tt it'd be better for her to be happy in church if i wasnt around..... i know rite now, she still hates me.... so be it! i wanna move on, but juz tt there're uncertainties in my mind which i dunno how to open it up.... i felt tt i lost my touch in the church, which leads me to the point where i wanna leave tt place.... seriously, i might leave church one day & go to somewhere i think its suitable for mi......

thinking back of being so comfortable wif guys whom they grew up wif mi in church... & also pple like vic, june, xiaowei, dom, annabelle, mendy, shaun, melvin & other young adults..... i couldnt bear to leave them.....

sorry for being to emotional..... this is juz the wrong time to be like this!!


At one Army base, the annual trip to the rifle range had been canceled for the second year in a row, but the semi-annual physical fitness test was still on as planned. One soldier mused, "Does it bother anyone else that the Army doesn't seem to care how well we can shoot, but they are extremely interested in how fast we can run?"


the simpson movie was exciting... full of humour & jokes..... probably most of it are dirty jokes or lame ones.... well, its worth the money to go watch something tt really laughs the hell out of it.... =) u wouldnt wanna stop laughing from the start of the movie to the end...... guys, juz go watch it....




my mum has been worried abt her medical condition now, as the doctors couldn't find any problems from her x-rays reports... she was asked to come back for another review next monday... ya, she's quite emotional abt it, worried tt she might get a relapse after the major operation 6 yrs ago... she's been battling breast cancer ever since my sec sch day... do remembered i skipped my sch band's farewell party & accompanied my family to the hospital for my mum's operation... aunt helen & aunt cat were there too.... apparently, my dad didnt slp the nite b4.... but the operation was quite successful as all the cancer cells were removed from her infected areas....

right now, i dunno how to comfort her.... i praying for her tt the doctors would not hav any negative reports for my mum.... & also pray for the peace upon her.....

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