Monday, March 31, 2008

i juz got back my results from my 2nd term & they were so much better than i expected...

got a Distinction for my 3D modelling & animation... 77 marks

got a Pass grade for my game development module... 63 marks

thank God for all the strength He gave mi to pull thru the term.... 1 more semester to go & i'll hav to endure till the end of my degree..... very soon, the workforce is waiting ahead for us to embark on another phase of life......

things wif dawn has gotten better, the matter of fact tt we r still frenz for now.... i love her alot but we juz hav to take 1 step at a time..... i believe one day there's a breakthrough between the both of us....
& more clueless fears.
1:40 PM

Monday, March 24, 2008

i was humming this song today & perhaps this would suit my mood for now.....

a song by lin junjie......

I can’t believe it Tell me I’m dreaming
That we are still we
It was amazing Said you were lucky
That you found me
It was on a rainy day that we met
You didn’t have a place to go yeah~
I said we just met so lets go slow but no
You just told me to keep you from the cold
Sorry I can’t take it
Why did u fake it Why did we kiss

And I’m just down
You left me with a note without a sound
I figured I must have been such a child
You’ll never know how much I’ve been around
How my heart just frowns

If you’re down
I’ll be your teddy bear I’ll be your clown
I’ll take you round and round and
If you don’t mind I could be your standing ground
Even if that means I’d drown
And baby that’ll be my one last vow

& more clueless fears.
10:31 PM

Sunday, March 23, 2008

my relationship wif dawn has come to a test again...

both of us juz think tt its better to be frenz b4 getting back together... it was kinda upset to hear this & of cos, i was reluctant to let go of this....

come to think of it, perhaps it'd be better off being frenz lst to know each other well.... right now, im contented being in this courtship because during this time, i can get to understand her more....

this is life....

during this time, i'd take it as something i would reflect on myself.... i realised i had not learnt my mistakes from the past relationships.... getting into new relationships too soon might lead in a re-bound..... i felt so sorry for myself & even hate being myself...... definitely, i need to change the way i see & handle things like this..... dawn kept saying to be myself, but how would i be myself when i wanna see changes in me?

this would take time, i know.........

these few days, i hav already fallen into a deep trench which i cant be get out of there..... but i've been trying so hard to climb my way up...... dawn is a nice gal & i feel so comfortable wif her... seriously, i had nv felt so comfortable wif someone else but only her..... i enjoyed every moment wif her.....

im feeling relieved but at the same time, felt so empty in my heart...... its like someone had juz sliced a piece of my heart....... on top of this, i had family matters to settle..... i hope i would get over all these...... let not my heart be so troubled......

enough said....
& more clueless fears.
11:49 AM

Thursday, March 13, 2008










dear & i went to watch Horton at great world, perhaps to say tt im enjoying my lst day of freedom after my term exams......
it was indeed an incredible animation movie based on Dr. Seuss storybooks which came to life.... Horton the Elephant struggles to protect a microscopic community from his neighbors who refuse to believe it exists..... "just me and the speck.." this goes on throughout the movie.... Jim Carrey once again had led himself in his hilarious ways in the elephant role..... kinda reminds mi of Ace Ventura, the pet detective...... ??
i was thinking on the fact that..... are we really living on a speck, tt someone is actually watching over us......??




more animation movies coming up!!!




kung fu panda..... animators from Pixar had hit it again!! wif Joe Black as the Fighting panda.... well, his skills is to eat???? hmm....... he needs a workout seriously....



Wall.E....... im so gonna watch this!!! i've seen the trailer yesterday b4 the screening of Horton and the detailed graphics really blew mi off.... the precise emotions of the robots had made mi amazed how well they bring out these mechanical characters..... looks like im gonna invest my time, having to study my modelling skills again......



Guess wat???? Ice Age 3 is coming up soon next yr in 2009!!!!! shall wait n see......

& more clueless fears.
1:06 PM

Saturday, March 8, 2008



yes guys.... wat u saw from these pictures are not digitally edited.... but it is a raw picture of a freaking lizard which appeared right in front of mi & my frenz when we were studying at my house downstairs.....


it was abt 3pm plus in the afternoon...... jiaqian, kevin & i were studying at our house downstairs for our exams on monday when this lizard suddenly appeared right in front of us..... we were only abt 1-2 metres away from it when it popped right on our backs..... it then crawled to tt tree when we took pictures of it.......


apparently, there were those blangladesh workers who wanted to catch it, but i guess it juz ran all the way to my block..... alongside are those passer-by & neighbours...... i was like "wat the f***"..... i had never seen such a thing at a HDB flat & i really got the shock of my life..... i swear to God, tt was abt 1 metre long.... or even slightly longer than tt.......


the workers were trying to catch it eventually.... but it escaped again & hid under one of the cars at the carpark.. 3 of us went to watch them & enjoyed the good show... when tt lizard suddenly went out from tt car & ran towards us!!!! i was like running the hell out of tt place.......... after which it escaped to the drainages when the workers caught it after 20 mins of luring it out from the sewer systems......... tt was a big relief...


till now, i still got the creeps of tt freaking lizard!!

& more clueless fears.
11:00 PM

Monday, March 3, 2008

"JI Leader, Mas Selamat Bin Kasari, escaped from detention centre"

The big headlines are all over places in Singapore.... this has become the talk of the year around us.... everybody is debating abt his "successful" escape despite the fact tt he's crippled in his left leg... where could he gone to? How long will this antagonizing terror last? the only way to answer all these question is to get him arrested and send him back to where he came from....

i juz received the SMS from the Police abt the notification of the "famous" warrant...... somehow i think singtel has lacked behind my number.... dear received it 1 day earlier than mi and she said im slow!!! well.... nvm abt tt.....

my mum told mi abt this incident which happened early this morning......

she was sending my bro to sch and when she came back, she saw a bunch of malay guys sitting at the void deck, which was the opposite block from mine.... 4-5 in a group.... all of them were talking wif each other, except one that's laying his head on the table, trying to get some rest...... 2 policemen were doing patrol around the neighbourhood and happened to bump onto the group over there...... one of the officer eventually pulled up tt person's head and took a look at him.....

im not too sure whether the officer found him suspicous, but it was kinda funny to think: how could Mas Selamat be lying on tt table in the public??? isnt he on the run now???

my guess is tt: he's probably still in singapore..... i was telling dear tt no one can ever read a criminal's mind......

God's be on the peace of our country right now.....
& more clueless fears.
11:40 PM




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