assignments r around mi.... couldnt get enough slp because of all the assignments in hand... but i managed to finish up 2 of it.... left 2 more..... & the deadline is due next week.... rawrr!! i still hav to study for exams which is the following week.... RAWR!!!

perhaps being a computer science student isnt easy.... all the networking terms & the sophisticated theory of computer graphics... programming codes binding around my neck, left mi breathless...... when i told my frenz abt my workload now, they couldnt believe how stressful i am, having late nights everyday & my panda eyes.... they will simply shake their head & 'tsk tsk tsk......'

this is madness.......

although half of my workload is done, somehow i hav problems having my localhost to hook up to test my homework.... couldnt get tt step right... but continue to follow other steps juz to complete the task.... networking is juz so troublesome.... dealing wif out-dated versions kinda give us headaches & lots of "???"....

now left with computer graphics 2nd assignment (POV-Ray proj) & system admin 3rd assignment (logwhacker using PERL)....... argh!!






i cant help it but saying this all the time... "im tired!!!"

imagine this now.... exams are abt 3 weeks' time & i received 4 new assignments in 1 go... deadlines r pretty tied to each other... 1 assignment is also tough enough to kill our braincells... i really dun understand y our tutors gave us so much work to do... not knowing how intensive they are... seriously, if given a choice, i cant be bothered abt all the assignments...


im not too sure whether im procrastinating too much... all my absences in church almost every week... kinda feel very depressed now.... headaches which are killing mi everyday.... too stressed up, i suppose? juz managed to finish up system admin assignment 2... but there's another assignment coming up on the line, and i juz dunno how to manage it... and i juz realised t i havent started marking the students' works at NVPS...... there's juz so much to do now!!

my sis called today & said tt my niece is kinda sick & down with cough.... i drove down wif my mum to visit her.... well, tt little princess look juz fine for mi... she even talked alot today! i brought my work down to sis's hse & she bugged into the room, trying to pull mi out & play wif her.....

anyway, enough for the stressed moments.... went to watch beowulf wif a fren yesterday... the story plot was great & cant imagine the realism of CG technology used nowadays.... i was watching the entire show, without knowing tt it was CG-animated but not real humans.... and perhaps, who cares abt NC16 when pple juz come n watch because of angelina jodie's seductive body?

oh well... gonna get back to work now.......






i juz came back from north view pri sch... finally, i wrapped up the frontpage class today, probably this is one of my last trainings for this yr... also the perfect time for mi to concentrate on my studies & upcoming exams....

speaking of which, my exams is abt 1 mth's time & i got 3 more assignments, few more tutorials & labs b4 the exams..... kinda stressed now..... cant imagine how intense i could get when the exams r approaching.....

im still listening to jay chou's new album..... hehehehehe.... =P


周杰伦-彩虹

作曲:周杰伦 作词:周杰伦

哪里有彩虹告诉我
能不能把我的愿望还给我
为什么天这么安静
所有的云都跑到我这里
有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药

看不见你的笑 我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳还是会绕
没有理由我也能自己走

你要离开 我知道很简单
你说依赖 是我们的阻碍
就算放开 但能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白




i was listening to jay chou's latest album the whole day today.... keep looping it for several times... & no doubt, his songs are getting nicer & nicer..... especially "cai hong"... probably the most touching song i ever hear... well, the MTV almost made mi cry......


the tension keeps filling up into mi.... the stress tt i hav rite now, probably everyone in uni life is going thru now... for mi, having to struggle 2 modules wif tons & tons of assignments is kinda ridiculous... especially if u dun hav a strong basic of wat u r learning...

i came across our lecturer's email on monday... apparently, our kind tutors wrote an email to our main lecturer, who is now in Australia, bringing up the points where some of us are kinda struggling wif the networking stuffs & the tedious processes in the labs... mainly, most of the people here does not have networking foundation & being a 3rd yr student upon enrolment, its very hard for us to learn fast as there're so much things to pick up in 1 go... for the part-time students, their full-time work committment is definitely the main priority in them now... for the rest, we are belong to the multimedia area & yet still wondering whether is there a need to study networking in our areas.... for this, i hav no comments but juz hav to take the fact tt im learning something new....

the tutors' email sounds quite pleasant to hear & we probably realised tt how protective our tutors have wif us... but the lecturer's email was a different story... wif a different tone at the back...

he's implicating tt we shouldnt make a big fuss out of it... his main points are: we are here to learn new things if we dun hav the foundation... no comments..... he's indirectly scolding our tutors for not guiding us properly.... he strongly emphasized the roles of our tutors & make sure he's there to help us.... hmm.. sounds a bit harsh..... he also said tt the reality of university life is painful & a piece of paper meant to be hard work at the side... on the overall, he doesnt sound friendly in the email.... well, needless to say, all of us who read this email were kinda pissed.... seems our morale has been brought down by this single email.....

i heard from everyone said tt UOW is very hard to study in SIM... especially computer science.... i really do hope tt im not making a terrible mistake by studying tt, cos tt's mainly my interest in doing computer graphics & 3d animations...... i need tt in life.... but juz having unnecessary stress from tt email is hard to imagine the things we r going thru rite now.... our lecturer throwing in last minute assignment to us... tight deadlines.... exams drawing near & stuffs....

im not complaining abt wat i doing now... cos i take the fact tt uni life is indeed a hardest path to walk.... juz hope tt i can pass these 2 modules for this term lst....

God's be....


perhaps i should post some photos tt i took from botanical garden on tuesday.... its been long since i have taken gd pictures out from my stupid cracky camera... however, managed to get a few shots......

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